Valetine's Day

I decided to split the post, even though I posted it on the same day...

Firstly, Sorry and Thanks for inviting me over to join your Valentine, you have a big heart and sometimes I feel that you will overdo it...that's why I am apologizing...

I did enjoy the movie! Sweet laughter did make my day once again =) Glad we could communicate on Henderson Waves, I really did enjoy my time over there! and of course dinner and Boardwalk.

Secondly, I am sorry for walking without saying anything...I did want to join you girls but seeing you having such a great time talking, I chose to put on my hoodie, go in to the shadows and make my own exit. I am not going to interrupt anyone anymore for the day...

I am happy for both of you, with a little bit of envyness... Seeing both of you being together is the best valentine present any "siblings" could every received. However, I have always asked myself, "when is it my turn?", "why is this happening to me?" It has nothing to do with both of you, just me and only me.

I have this weird feeling from the time I came home...Can't even explain what is it...Because I don't even know what is it...Its totally different from anything I had felt before...Neither good nor bad, but with some drops of sorrow...

Wow...Blogging really makes me feel real! I can do it everyday, but I rather not...Usually bad things are written here...so yeah... Hope it will change soon...