Lets begin...

Hi, back to blogging once again, this time for a purpose... To express what I have inside of me waiting for be released...

Background info...

I know I did quite a lot...use to think that you were the one, but no...I guess I was wrong, happy that I did by very best to win your heart even though you rejected me in the end... Yes, I did cried over these period even though I manage to force a smile out whenever I was out...Its killing me, but I won't show it... "We can be friends" is the best words you could even give me. Thank you. However, the time we spent are real and I really treasure it, seriously. I can never forget you after all this time, But I will be optimistic and move on, trying not to show my weak side to the world. I will stay strong!

Now...

All I need is someone to love me, I will return it 100% as I know how it feels not to be able to loved. No I am not going to fall for anyone until I am sure its mutual, I can't take another rejection, I am not good with it. I am sorry but that's me.

I am crying now! I am finally able to release it, I am quite happy now, being able to express how I feel right out, not keeping it inside anymore! These chain of horrible feelings is tying me down and I am able to break free of it now! I will show you a better me, just you wait and see...

I hope no one is reading this... even if you did, just keep it to yourself, I am just showing my weak side here, this is where you learn the inner me, which is totally impossible to see when you are with me, not even my best friends...nor my family.

I fall in love quite easily... maybe I have never been into a relationship, just a single word or action could make or break me easily. I do think a lot, a simple holding of hands could melt my heart, and yes, you did melt my heart.