Yea...I finally able to comprehend this weird feeling I felt yesterday...Its fear for neglection... Actually I felt it once when KW and Cline got together... But why this time it is so much stronger? I am having an imagination of you two in the light while I am left abandon in the shadows... I need help...somebody...save me...
"One of the greatest titles we can have is "old friend". We never appreciate how important old friends are until we are older. The problem is we need to start our old friendships when we are young. We then have to nurture and grow those friendships over our middle age when a busy life and changing geographies can cause us to neglect those friends. Today is the day to invest in those people we hope will call us 'old friend" in the years to come.”
-Grant Fairley
I manage to find this, interesting yet able to describe how I am feeling now. I will now make a promise Not to leave anyone out anymore. I don't want anyone around me to feel the same as me. Never!
Actually, I can't believe it could affect me this much... I guess I am really fragile inside... Maybe I am, or I am just paranoid... Clenching my fist together, praying... I hope these things will change... the time will come for me, be it soon or not so soon, I am sure it will come...I will treat everyone better, even better than now! Until someone find me nice and able to love me, that's when you have me, my love and my everything... I am having teardrops on my guitar, that's how I am feeling now...
Just when I thought everything is moving smoothly, I am wrong, yet again... This is life at its worst point (I hope)...Any further, its no different as living hell... Not even a comedy could cheer me up now... All I need is someone to tell me, magically, I will always be there for you... That's enough...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment