Trying not to be an idiot at this point in time, so difficult... I can't believe this is really happening... Seriously... Is there a real definition for happiness? I said that, loving someone is to ensure your loved one to be happy, even at the expense of you own happiness? Why must we suffer so much? Just to see someone else happy? Is this really Love? It's really tough love one-sided, most probably, you will get hurt...
"Everytime I see your face... Everytime you look my way... Everytime I hear your name... Everytime I feel the same... It's like it all falls into place... Everything feels right... You walked away... You left my life in disarray... All I want is one more day... It's all I need: one more day with you..."
I really wish that this could really happen, I am really dreaming, but everytime... I just hope that you will give me 1 more day, just 1 more day with you... For me to show you... My feelings...
I am not good with words... I really can't possibly speak face to face with you... I doubt that I will ever have the chance to really tell you how I feel... You don't need to feel the same, I really just want you to know, to acknowledged, that I truly love you... That's all I would want you to do, you don't have to return anything, just knowing it... Will be enough...
Ah~ Enough of this emo feeling, time to distract myself... Yet again... Just hope that I don't go overboard... Now... I can't really feel the pain, my mind and heart is not really functioning well... It's like separated from me... Please... I don't want to injure myself... All the best to me...
I am irritated... Always thinking about this will make me tear... I hope it's just the sadness which is causing this... not jealousy or hatred... I don't want to lose a friend due to my anger... I might vent my anger at someone... Please forgive me, bear with me for awhile... I just need someone to be there... I hope by the end of this 3 weeks... I am a different person...
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