"I feel like I am living the worst day over and over again... I feel like the summer is leaving again... I feel like I'm living the worst day... I feel like you're gone... And everyday is the worst day every..."
Now I am so damn afraid to log on to facebook... Everytime I see you picture, it's like a wall which I couldn't overcome! It's really few time worse when it's a shot of both of you guys... I feel like screaming, letting it all out... But I can't... Can't bring myself to do it...
It's so hard to go to bed yesterday... Though of you just came, flashing in immediately whenever I closed my eyes...
"Yesterday was the worst day ever... And tomorrow won't be better...It's history repeating..."
"Staring out into the world across the street... You hate the way your life turned out to be... He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound..."
"You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile... If these walls could talk they would have so much to say..."
"You're falling, you're screaming... You're stuck in the same old nightmare..."
This is what I am totally feeling right now... I this won't last long... All I need is someone to talk to... Just hope that someone will come over to talk... Be a great listener to listen to such troubles that I have... Just like that Nic did in January...
Let me whine a little...
"I heard you're doin' okay... But I want you to know... I'm addic-... I'm addicted to you... I can't pretend I don't care... When you don't think about me... Do you think I deserve this? I try to make you happy... But you left anyway... I'm tryin' to forget... But I'm addicted to you... But I wanted... And I needed I'm addicted to you... Now it's over... Can't forget what you said... And I never... Want to do this again... Heartbreaker... Since the day I met you... And after all we've been through... Still addic-.... I'm addicted to you... I think you know that it's true... I'd run a thousand miles to get to you... Do you think I deserve this... I tried to make you happy... I did all that I could... Just to treat you good in every way... How long will I be waiting... Until the end of time... I don't know why I'm still waiting... I can't make you mine... I'm addicted to you... Heartbreaker "
This is the full song without the repeating the chorus. Totally described my current state... However, calling you a heartbreaker doesn't seems right... I just can't bring myself to do that... The nightmare on facebook is still killing me... Thought of you are killing me all day... Just like before... It might just haunt me for weeks, months... I should have just get the hint that time... Now all I can do is to play it cool, stay as friends, enjoy the time we spent together, whatever... Just to make myself happy... Even though I know it's really near impossible that I will feel the same about us anymore...
Keeping a strong front will drain me... But for my own good, I will have to keep going, just like how other strong person did it... Overcome it and become a better me! I won't be able to do it alone... Please, bear with me for a while... Listen to my whining, it will sure bother you... But please... I need someone to be there...
...Simple Plan... This group... Had become the ones that sing my feeling out for me... Thanks guys...
"You look so beautiful today... When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away... So i try to find the words that i could say... I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away...c And I can't lie... Every time I leave my heart turns gray... And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... Cause I just can't take it... Another day without you with me... Is like a blade that cuts right through me... But I can wait... I can wait forever... When you call my heart stops beating... When you're gone it won't stop bleeding... But I can wait... I can wait forever...
Now I am so damn afraid to log on to facebook... Everytime I see you picture, it's like a wall which I couldn't overcome! It's really few time worse when it's a shot of both of you guys... I feel like screaming, letting it all out... But I can't... Can't bring myself to do it...
It's so hard to go to bed yesterday... Though of you just came, flashing in immediately whenever I closed my eyes...
"Yesterday was the worst day ever... And tomorrow won't be better...It's history repeating..."
"Staring out into the world across the street... You hate the way your life turned out to be... He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound..."
"You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile... If these walls could talk they would have so much to say..."
"You're falling, you're screaming... You're stuck in the same old nightmare..."
This is what I am totally feeling right now... I this won't last long... All I need is someone to talk to... Just hope that someone will come over to talk... Be a great listener to listen to such troubles that I have... Just like that Nic did in January...
Let me whine a little...
"I heard you're doin' okay... But I want you to know... I'm addic-... I'm addicted to you... I can't pretend I don't care... When you don't think about me... Do you think I deserve this? I try to make you happy... But you left anyway... I'm tryin' to forget... But I'm addicted to you... But I wanted... And I needed I'm addicted to you... Now it's over... Can't forget what you said... And I never... Want to do this again... Heartbreaker... Since the day I met you... And after all we've been through... Still addic-.... I'm addicted to you... I think you know that it's true... I'd run a thousand miles to get to you... Do you think I deserve this... I tried to make you happy... I did all that I could... Just to treat you good in every way... How long will I be waiting... Until the end of time... I don't know why I'm still waiting... I can't make you mine... I'm addicted to you... Heartbreaker "
This is the full song without the repeating the chorus. Totally described my current state... However, calling you a heartbreaker doesn't seems right... I just can't bring myself to do that... The nightmare on facebook is still killing me... Thought of you are killing me all day... Just like before... It might just haunt me for weeks, months... I should have just get the hint that time... Now all I can do is to play it cool, stay as friends, enjoy the time we spent together, whatever... Just to make myself happy... Even though I know it's really near impossible that I will feel the same about us anymore...
Keeping a strong front will drain me... But for my own good, I will have to keep going, just like how other strong person did it... Overcome it and become a better me! I won't be able to do it alone... Please, bear with me for a while... Listen to my whining, it will sure bother you... But please... I need someone to be there...
...Simple Plan... This group... Had become the ones that sing my feeling out for me... Thanks guys...
"You look so beautiful today... When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away... So i try to find the words that i could say... I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away...c And I can't lie... Every time I leave my heart turns gray... And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... Cause I just can't take it... Another day without you with me... Is like a blade that cuts right through me... But I can wait... I can wait forever... When you call my heart stops beating... When you're gone it won't stop bleeding... But I can wait... I can wait forever...
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